Snowpocalypse 2011, as it’s been called, is just about over it seems. Two days and nights of a gigantic winter storm crossing more than 20 states with crazy sleet, freezing rain, snow and gusty winds have left everything outside covered in hard, icy white domes. It took me about 45 minutes yesterday morning to free my car’s windshield and windows enough to drive, about 30 minutes today. Thankfully our little Ford Escort has a great heater/defroster and so once that started heating up my job started getting easier. I can’t even imagine how long it would take to scrape the ice off without that warm air blowing on the glass from the inside. I would probably give up and just go inside to wait for spring.
I had plenty of time to think as I scraped and thought about the cold that pelts us sometimes and how if we don’t have the warmth of God’s love inside it could become a tough-to-breakthrough shell all over our hearts. Even though it still takes some time to be free of hurts, mistakes, troubles, etc. with God’s love and strength keeping the embers glowing inside we won’t be covered over forever. It will most likely take some chipping away, scraping and sharp jabs, but it soon all falls away and we’re free to drive on.
God’s done that for me this year: freed me from some faulty thinking, hurts, questions, times of doubt, and even just plain tiredness that built up and coated my heart, making me feel trapped and unable to move. Sometimes the warmth inside wasn’t really noticeable but I know it was always there, deep down. I can see the last pieces starting to melt and little fissures appearing. I’m free. Let’s go!