My girls are very often on my mind and in my heart, just like every mom, I’m sure. Our roles have shifted some now that they’re young women and more on their own, but I still hope they are okay and want things to work well for them. Whenever I start fretting about it or something that’s going on, God reminds me to stop it. He says to me, for the upteenth time, “I’ve got this, Mimi. I can take care of your girls.”
He told me that again Monday morning as I was getting up and getting ready for work. Thinking about my daughter, Kaitlin, I was praying for her and God told me to just keep trusting Him to guide her and be with her.
Well, a few hours later at work I got a phone call that she had been in a car accident on the highway and was on her way to the hospital. Driving 65 mph, she spun on ice, ending up horizontal to traffic, nearly got hit by a semi while spinning, then got crunched by a car on her side of her car. Thankfully and amazingly, she ended up with only a cut on her head, no broken bones, no other serious injuries. Two women stopped immediately to see if she was okay. One called us, the other one who was an EMT, got into Kaitlin’s car with her, laid her back in her seat, got a towel for her cut, and stayed with her until the ambulance came.
Whenever I think about those two ladies, I want to cry and hug them and thank them but I’ll never know who they are. I couldn’t be with her, but God was with her, sending those two sweet strangers to help. He had it under control, even without my help.
I really have felt utterly helpless this week as I’ve heard more about the accident. I have never wished so strongly that I could teleport to where she was. My heart ached. I wasn’t able to help her at all or be with her at all, but others were and she is doing fine. God keeps telling me, “Look how I took care of her. I told you, you can trust me.” She’s navigating through it all and growing up a lot in the process, I think.
God is able. God is there. He is good and loving.
Could I say those things if Kaitlin had died in the accident? Or she had been paralyzed? In time, I believe I could, because it’s true.
I believe that when bad or scary things happen to those we love, God has not turned his head but is with them, very near.
Whatever the outcome, I believe He works things for good for those who love Him, and says to us when we start getting anxious, “You can trust me. I’ve got this.”
Trust God, my friends,
and always tell him
each one of your concerns.
God is our place of safety. Psalm 62:8 CEV